Spent New Years With Brenda;Had Loads Of Fun, Spent Valentines With Brenda;Had Fun, Watched Lindy Get Legally Smashed; Was Funny, St. Patrick's Day; Wore Green, Missed Brenda's Birthday; Was Sad, Went To Norwescon; Had Truckloads Of Fun, Had Birthday During Norwescon; Enjoyed It Greatly, Celebrated Mom's Birthday; Had Fun...

Many Friends Have Come Out Of The Woodwork And Rejoined The Circle...Am Very Happy

Brenda Now Has Job.....Am Happy And Sad At Same Time

That's About It In A Nutshell

I Am STILL On This Account Too.......

This Is NOT A Good Day For Me.......

The Mayan Calendar Ends On It...

Nostradamus Predicted That Was The Last Year Of History...

The American Calendar Will Need To Be "Adjusted" After It (So I've Heard)...

And My Son Will Be A PreTeen Then (Thinking About Cutter's Theory :-})...

Should I (And Many Others) Be Worried?


Just Something To Think About.....

I'm Not Sure What To Say, I Just Found Out That This Account Still Exists. I Thought It Got Washed Out In The Great LJ Purge....I Started A New Account Here Under Equus_Maximus, And That Is Where I Have Been Posting All My New Blogs. I'd Like To Keep Both Of Them Since This Account Has A Larger List Of My Friends. Too Bad There Isn't A Way To Fuse Both Of Them Together. For Right Now I'll Keep This One And My Other Account Alive, I'll Just Have To Split Blogs Between Them....

I Didn't Think I Was This Fucked Up, But It's Too Weird To Let Slide...

Most Of The Details are Hazy, But I Was Awakened By The Weirdest Nightmare. All Of My Friends Abandoned Me Because They Got Married, Including Ones That I'm Fairly Sure Will Never Marry. They Went On Their Merry Way, Completely Forgetting About Me.

There Is One Marriage In Particular That Really Shook Me, As I Have Known Them For A Long Time And I Deeply Care About Them (I'm Not Able To Name Names Because They Would Find It Disturbing.)

The Emotional Toll Was The Worst. I Felt Lost, Alone And Cold...I Just Wanted To End It All. It Was Creepy And Troubling (Probably Why I Woke Up Shaking)

Just Had To Vent It So The Feelings Wouldn't Keep Haunting Me. Anyone Else Had A Dream This Weird?

Dreams:

I Dream Of Stars Reflecting, Within Your Eyes, Aware.
I Dream Of Roses Blooming, Flashing Color In Your Hair.

I Dream Of Arms Around You, Holding You In The Light.
I Dream Of Lips Kissing You, Because Everything Is Right.

I Dream Of Days With You, The World Stops To Admire.
I Dream Of Nights With You, Bodies Blazing Into Desire.

I Dream The Dreams Of Ancients, Wanting Our Love To Last.
I Dream The Hopes Of Everyday, May These Thoughts Never Pass.

-Equus

In The Night,
Heart Full Of Tears,
Another Second Passes,
Another Piece Dies.

Loneliness Is A Shadow That Clouds Men's Minds.
A Ghost That Makes Minutes Feel Like Eternities.
I Hope And Pray This Torture Ends Soon, For The Best.....Or For The Worst.

These Are My Top 5 Gun Battle Movies.
(In No Particular Order)

1. Equilibrium
2. The Crow
3. The Matrix
4. UltraViolet
5. Underworld: Evolution

Most Of My Choices Are Based On Single Scene Gunbattles. If You Just Like A Movie Because Of The Way The Gunfights Are Done, Go Ahead And Put It On Your List.

-Equus

Well, The Last Couple Of Days Have Been A Shopping Bizarre (No, I Didn't Misspell That) For Me. I Finally Got Around To Spending Some Of The Money That I Had From Our Tax Refund. I'm Kinda Bored So I'll List What I Got:

CSI G36C Springer Airsoft Package From AirsoftShogun.Com (My First Springer Rifle)

Type II Lazer Tag Master Blaster (My Other One Is A Type I)

DVD's: All That Jazz, Fantastic Four, Mystery Men, League Of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Blues Brothers 25th Anniversary Edition.

Mechassault Xbox Game

Coleman "Kenai" 4-Man Tent

Third Book In The "Dragonology" Series By (Fictional) Author Dr. Ernest Drake, Tracking And Taming Dragons Vol.I: European Dragons.

Brown Leather Lace Up (Semi-)Medieval Boots From Museum Replicas Limited.

A New T-Rex Mountain For Rae (Since His Last One Got Lost/Stolen).

The Only Other Things I've Picked Up Are Some Batteries, And An Imaginext Dragon For Mary Erskine (She Asked, I Got....Rae Will Mainly End Up Playing With It Anyway).

I've Been Down A Bit Anyway, Shopping Helps Raise My Spirits.

The Only Other Things I've Been Doing Lately Is Some Housecleaning, Doing Some Upkeep Work On My Combat Action Sports Stuff, And Watching After Rae (Haven't Even Been Gaming, Last Couple Sessions Have Gotten Cancelled). All In All, It's Been Pretty Dull.